HELP NEEDED

Yes, long time no see, I have started a new cosplay account but that's not the point.
This is-
www.gofundme.com/r4j6z9m4
The story is all listed on there, but a briefing. We're in a very tough spot right now with my dad off work for mental illness, and my own has increased in severity lately. Having to work at dead end jobs etc is totally wearing on my soul and I feel like I'm going to lose it soon. My dream is to have a farm, and this is my soul food. But like the page said. Struggling.